Daily "blog"

January 17th, 2018 (#332)

dvd screensaver

January 16th, 2019 (#331)

telephone pole

January 15th, 2019 (#330)

creased beige walls

January 14th, 2019 (#329)

an economy of words i must be using

January 13th, 2019 (#328)

casually connectable

January 12th, 2019 (#327)

intermezzo :: made layer cake :: influx

January 11th, 2019 (#326)


January 10th, 2019 (#325)

a spectre kept under thin glass

January 9th, 2019 (#324)

lavender-coloured doubt

January 8th, 2019 (#323)

collecting debris in a plastic dustpan

January 7th, 2019 (#322)

hunting for books to read

January 6th, 2019 (#321)


January 5th, 2019 (#320)

engulf these hours in petrol

January 4th, 2019 (#319)


January 3rd, 2019 (#318)

dissolution :: delicate paper boxes :: scattered voices

January 2nd, 2019 (#317)

blue altitude

January 1st, 2019 (#316)

unadorned atrium

December 31st, 2018 (#315)

digging a hole

December 30th, 2018 (#314)

red maple leaf

December 29th, 2018 (#313)

song seven

December 28th, 2018 (#312)


December 27th, 2018 (#311)

missing a cue ᠅ Информация

December 26th, 2018 (#310)


December 25th, 2018 (#309)

Joyeux Noël.

December 24th, 2018 (#308)

hickory barbeque

December 23rd, 2018 (#307)

pursuing an unreachable goal

December 22nd, 2018 (#306)

made babka maślana z rumem :: was a success :: stay home for the long holiday

December 21st, 2018 (#305)

facing towards solstice

December 20th, 2018 (#304)

shutting the blinds to seal the nighttime sky

December 19th, 2018 (#303)

getting up to shut the blinds

December 18th, 2018 (#302)

pressing pause to get up

December 17th, 2018 (#301)

is it necessary to stop the tape?

December 16th, 2018 (#300)

jagged streets :: dynamics & fluidity :: unaware of consequence

December 15th, 2018 (#299)


December 14th, 2018 (#298)


December 13th, 2018 (#297)


December 12th, 2018 (#296)

unos catalizadores

December 11th, 2018 (#295)

crystal version

December 10th, 2018 (#294)


December 9th, 2018 (#293)

no more limited editions

December 8th, 2018 (#292)

18:47 dark

December 7th, 2018 (#291)


December 6th, 2018 (#290)

faulty structure

December 5th, 2018 (#289)

rubric to satisfy

December 4th, 2018 (#288)


December 3rd, 2018 (#287)

light flurries

December 2nd, 2018 (#286)

cracked rosin

December 1st, 2018 (#285)

barren trees

November 30th, 2018 (#284)


November 29th, 2018 (#283)


November 28th, 2018 (#282)

a decrease in productivity

November 27th, 2018 (#281)

alarm clock call

November 26th, 2018 (#280)


November 25th, 2018 (#279)

out of the blue
10:48-- the site for memento is still up.

November 24th, 2018 (#278)

cardboard castle

November 23rd, 2018 (#277)

release the shoppers :: 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘒-𝘮𝘢𝘳𝘵

November 22nd, 2018 (#276)

phantom vi special

November 21st, 2018 (#275)


November 20th, 2018 (#274)

le • système • des • objets

November 19th, 2018 (#273)

144 frames

November 18th, 2018 (#272)

made kluski śląskie :: was tasty ( ・ω・)⊃-[二二] :: they turned out nicely
the first item i’ll purchase for my flat will be a coffee press (cafetière à piston).

November 17th, 2018 (#271)

inertia creeps

Novmber 16th, 2018 (#270)

but the regrets

November 15th, 2018 (#269)

had marmite toast for breakfast

November 14th, 2018 (#268)

first snow commencing :: layering-up with coats and scarves :: bleak and unforgiving winds

November 13th, 2018 (#267)

organization is impossible

November 12th, 2018 (#266)


November 11th, 2018 (#265)

Ya cortamos.. ¿Dónde está el ritmo?
Toca más fuerte en la medida 154.

November 10th, 2018 (#264)


November 9th, 2018 (#263)

the crackdown

November 8th, 2018 (#262)

hurry up autumn :: these orange leaves float to the ground

November 7th, 2018 (#261)

wow and flutter

November 6th, 2018 (#260)

pan tostado

November 5th, 2018 (#259)

taro-flavoured :: weekends are excess :: clock ticks faster

October 31st, 2018 (#258)

sit inside :: sales on candy tomorrow :: that's fine (。•́︿•̀。)

October 30th, 2018 (#257)

i'm balancing on a shoelace,
figuring out how to carefully stay intact.

October 20th, 2018 (#256)

installed windows xp on virtualbox

October 8th, 2018 (#255)

i cooked up schupfnudeln. two hours prep :: going to the supermarket is hard

September 30th, 2018 (#254)

doesn't feel like autumn has fully settled in

September 9th, 2018 (#253)

three to nine
i found interest in vintage foreign film

August 30th, 2018 (#252)

C8H10N4O2 :: flustering :: studying for tests

August 20th, 2018 (#251)

today marks the one year anniversary of the creation of this site. what a bore. lemme go back to postponing work.

August 12th, 2018 (#250)

allegro :: end of line :: forget this :: i will be updating other areas

August 11th, 2018 (#249)

draining energy.
i'm calling quits for this disgraceful work of art. i'll do one more day and i'll stop at #250. i am so burned out. school is approaching. my only aim is to go through the motions for these next few years. and yes, call me careless, lazy, idiotic, and slow. scream at me. i am invalid.

August 10th, 2018 (#248)

berate me

August 9th, 2018 (#247)

i ain't paying $200 for a beaded bag.

August 8th, 2018 (#246)

pocket-sized poetry and snippets for the alienated.

August 7th, 2018 (#245)

philharmonic orchestra ♫♩♪

August 6th, 2018 (#244)

Gosha Rubchinskiy Гоша Рубчинский

August 5th, 2018 (#243)

mistook frantic heartbeat for footsteps, anxiety escalated

August 4th, 2018 (#242)

𝕚𝕟𝕕𝕦𝕤𝕥𝕣𝕚𝕒𝕝 𝕣𝕙𝕪𝕥𝕙𝕞

August 3rd, 2018 (#241)


August 2nd, 2018 (#240)

i left my wallet in el segundo

August 1st, 2018 (#239)

new sweat to drown me in

July 31st, 2018 (#238)


July 30th, 2018 (#237)

i’m predicting that my future will have a small apartment and a crt tv w/ a vhs player. maybe some silly decor or a tatami mat. barely breathing. maybe a sore frame and weak lungs. tireless eyes, a closed door. a little low-spirited yet comfy. too true.

July 29th, 2018 (#236)

it's rlly urgent for me to learn java and i can't keep track.

July 28th, 2018 (#235)

andy warhol's interview magazine.

July 27th, 2018 (#234)

i read the synopsis of metroland (1997) and it couldn't stir me up. i can't form a full opinion unless i've watched it. so eh

July 26th, 2018 (#233)

crosseyed and painless

July 25th, 2018 (#232)

wack espresso

July 24th, 2018 (#231)

wow this sucks

July 23rd, 2018 (#230)

i’m browsing for more images similar to the one on the index. that one is christian bale photoshoot from 2001 or so. i’m also saving to buy a scanner and canisters of developer.
p.s.- the status of citypopcafe is unknown.
EDIT: no clue where/when it's from

July 22nd, 2018 (#229)

my week in the south is finished. i ate grits and went to food lion

July 21st, 2018 (#228)

fast, pulsing europop plays in the distance

July 20th, 2018 (#227)

close the door

July 19th, 2018 (#226)


July 18th, 2018 (#225)

black marble is elegant
21:42– cried once again,felt quite embarrassed, caught another headache and listened to plenty of Nico

July 17th, 2018 (#224)

i loathe summer holidays.

July 16th, 2018 (#223)


July 15th, 2018 (#222)

drank horrendous amounts of caffeine water, doodling faces and objects, still taking notes on russian language

July 14th, 2018 (#221)

milk candy

July 13th, 2018 (#220)

riding fast on my road bike
17:51-- i wanna watch "howl's moving castle" again. o(╥﹏╥)

July 12th, 2018 (#219)

my holga snaps pics with film that expired in 2006.

July 11th, 2018 (#218)

trying to get a windows 3.1 laptop to function..

July 10th, 2018 (#217)

too many half-used notebooks and i cant decide which one to stick to.

July 9th, 2018 (#216)

yea okay.i see a redesign coming up. it's better now considering there's less gifs. i'm searching for this kind of motel, warm & pitiful vibe.

July 8th, 2018 (#215)

i have this folder titled "waste of time"- a bunch of reddit links. (´ω`。)

July 7th, 2018 (#214)

electric piano mood r n b

July 6th, 2018 (#213)

i installed i3wm on my chromebook (galliumos). i admire the simplicity and feel. i might as well try ricing b'cos i keep seeing it on reddit. i'm surprised that i have done quite a few modifications to the laptop i've had for nearly 4 years. i was sick of chrome os and its many limitations. i risked being bricked and rendering the machine unbootable. i went all in. for the most part, i'm still pathetic with linux. i can barely program with python. i don't know c, java, or c++ due my stubbornness/ heavy procrastination. tbh it was 75% frustration, 20% searching and 5% success. it was no great endeavor. wish me luck for taking ap computer science.

July 5th, 2018 (#212)

"there's definitely, definitely, definitely no logic
to human behaviour
but yet so, yet so irresistible.."
-björk, "human behaviour"

July 4th, 2018 (#211)

ladies and gentlemen, i have installed arch linux. hooray.
17:53-- i took a break. now, it's time to begin installing a twm and a desktop environment.

July 3rd, 2018 (#210)

fydor dostoyevsky
13:21-- "notes from the underground" will mess you up. it's a brilliant book.

July 2nd, 2018 (#209)

made some ambient loops with my jp-08 and fender super champ x2. if only i recorded it..

July 1st, 2018 (#208)

cool project- cryptocurrency display

June 30th, 2018 (#207)

tf people are setting off fireworks. my ears hurt, can't sleep. :(

June 29th, 2018 (#206)

i went to a jazz concert. when everyone was standing up and clapping, i was sitting down. i was dehydrated af and my legs ached badly. some kid was constantly pointing at me and talking to their mom. so annoying. wtf

June 28th, 2018 (#205?)

04:23-- oh hey. i have returned. summer is blistering hot and humid. i wanna board up my windows and stay inside. btw my head is spinning with pretty much everything right now. it's unplesant. i also got the single "hidden place" by björk (on cd). i'll catalog it sometime this week.

May 11th, 2018 (#204)

i ought to break apart from neocities. just by reading a small handful of entries in my blog makes me feel so upset. it looks so tragic. i can only be so sorry. i must leave, farwell everyone. i promise i won't delete my site.

May 10th, 2018 (#203)

02:55-- пока

May 9th, 2018 (#202)

i have a fever and i am staying inside to prevent the spread of illness. i didn't go to school despite having stupid tests on friday. if there's an agenda, it is to sleep plenty, hydrate, and (maybe) watch tv or play piano. i never thought this blog would go on for hundreds of days.

May 8th, 2018 (#201)

crewneck sweater club

May 7th, 2018 (#200)

..--empty room with no exit--..

May 6th, 2018 (#199)

i apologize if i have been sounding a bit glum or dismal. my lack of emotional connection to others is burdensome. it fluctuates from lingering to dreadfully apparent.

May 5th, 2018 (#198)

the best haikus are on the back of Ito-En Jasmine-Green Tea bottles

May 4th, 2018 (#197)

я где?

May 3rd, 2018 (#196)


May 2nd, 2018 (#195)

cry, cry, cry

May 1st, 2018 (#194)

no, stop it now. i don’t want to lose everything.

April 30th, 2018 (#193)

conversation no.1

                Hows ur weekend
                My weekend has resulted
                in similar feelings.
  What were they
                a general sadness and

April 29th, 2018 (#192)

the collapse will come. i don't want it. i'm living in fear.

April 28th, 2018 (#191)

i’ll wait for the day to end. you’ve seen everythingandtoomuch.

April 27th, 2018 (#190)

It's always nice seeing rabbits in my backyard.

April 26th, 2018 (#189)

Bowie in Japan, photo by Masayoshi Sukita

April 25th, 2018 (#188)

Went back to Duolingo after weeks to see if still remembered any Russian. I didn’t have much difficulty, oddly enough.

April 24th, 2018 (#187)


April 23rd, 2018 (#186)

the world has turned and left me here. i cried a lot this morning. i'm helpless.

April 22nd, 2018 (#185)

make some nikujaga when you feel down.

 here's my first attempt at ascii art:
       000  000
     00   00   00
    0            0
    0            0
     0          0
      00      00
       00    00
        00  00

April 21st, 2018 (#184)

Windows NT clouds.

April 20th, 2018 (#183)

I’m not the best at writing but here’s an owlman article.

April 19th, 2018 (#182)

offonoff makes some chill kpop.

April 18th, 2018 (#181)

I’m setting goal(s) for summer:

  • Install Arch Linux in dual boot mode alongside OSX.
  • Clean, install new lighter-gauge strings on Epiphone
  • Develop camera film from who knows when

  • April 17th, 2018 (#180)

    зима в апреле. Больше цветов для посадки ...

    April 16th, 2018 (#179)

    I switched from Mozilla FireFox to Opera. It was something about "Pocket" that made me feel uneasy.

    April 15th, 2018 (#178)

    digits, digits, and more digits signifying the void

    April 14th, 2018 (#177)


    April 13th, 2018 (#176)


    April 12th, 2018 (#175)

    K o p i k o.

    April 11th, 2018 (#174)

    wasting life fast.

    April 10th, 2018 (#173)

    my eyelids keep trying to close and put me to sleep. i don’t want that at all. i can not concentrate nor read words on paper when it happens. it's hideous.☹☹☹

    April 9th, 2018 (#172)

    I forgot that Jon Hamm was in the Disney film ”Million Dollar Arm”.
    18:25-- silly, sleep-deprived me. i slipped an "h" in his first name when i typed the entry at 3 am. i should know better.

    April 8th, 2018 (#171)

    It's the final day of spring break.

    April 7th, 2018 (#170)

    I love those edits where it's "-song title- but it's in a bathroom" or "how -song title- would sound if you were drowning".

    April 6th, 2018 (#169)

    My Russian cursive isn't atrocious any more. (ノ´ヮ`)ノ*: ・゚

    April 5th, 2018 (#168)

    Not a lot happening on this Thursday. -- D M --

    April 4th, 2018 (#167)

    I found instructions online on how to make a pinhole camera. I'm going post my finished product when I can. Here's the link: Dirkon

    April 3rd, 2018 (#166)

    It has been raining very hard all morning. C L I C K

    April 2nd, 2018 (#165)

    I've been dragging this out for way too long. I have to stop.

    April 1st, 2018 (#164)

    As of today, I have a computer and it's a MacBook Pro.

    March 31st, 2018 (#163)

    Yesterday, I saw this adorable Totoro display outside of Kinokuniya!!

    March 30th, 2018 (#162)


    March 29th, 2018 (#161)

    falling, not failing
    15:20– *sigh* It’s officially spring break and I’m awfully nervous. Maybe I might go to Mitsuwa, make myself feel ashamed, or try at least.

    March 28th, 2018 (#160)

    we’re all going nowhere.

    March 27th, 2018 (#159)


    March 26th, 2018 (#158)

    The trees are still bare and snow covers the green.

    March 25th, 2018 (#157)

    not a lot going on today.

    March 24th, 2018 (#156)

    I’m getting better at my sight-reading in piano.
    13:51– Soy un perdedor. :(

    March 23rd, 2018 (#155)

    Y'all better try some coffee buns. They've got this sweet coffee-flavored coating on top and a buttery inside. Another name for this pastry, is a roti bun.

    March 22nd, 2018 (#154)

    I got this Robert Smith pin for my Game Boy case a while ago.

    March 21st, 2018 (#153)


    March 20th, 2018 (#152)

    Today, my arms and my fingers turned extremely stiff and purple. It was freezing.

    March 19th, 2018 (#151)

    ( ^∀^) life sucks.

    March 18th, 2018 (#150)

    Don’t forget to listen to jazz!
    17:46– I haven’t made a new page in a while. I’ll start doing that when I get a laptop.

    March 17th, 2018 (#149)


    March 16th, 2018 (#148)


    March 15th, 2018 (#147)

    My desk isn’t cluttered anymore.

    March 14th, 2018 (#146)


    March 13th, 2018 (#145)

    I get scared too easily.

    March 12th, 2018 (#144)

    Learning Russian seems like an interesting challenge.

    March 11th, 2018 (#143)

    18:24—- I’m running out of interesting topics to type up.

    March 10th, 2018 (#142)

    My dream synth is the Roland JD-800. I don’t even have the best equipment to produce my own music. I’m still going to take a chance.

    March 9th, 2018 (#141)

    All I need is to do the work and drink my coffee. I want a brain that knows what urgency and distraction is. Aside from my realization, I love banesworld. They give me the feels.

    March 8th, 2018 (#140)


    March 7th, 2018 (#139)

    Again, I‘m not in good shape. I did not stay home. I’m trying to stop myself from depending on coffee. But honestly, it’s far too late to make that decision.

    March 6th, 2018 (#138)

    Still sick and miserable. I stayed home and I really want to watch a dumb movie or the X-Files. I haven’t turned on the TV in ages. I successfully made “Tyler’s Cinnamon Waffles” for breakfast (from ”THE GREATEST COOKING SHOW OF ALL TIME”). They were delicious af. I’ve just been taking a lot of medicine, drinking water, and sleeping in intervals. Hopefully, I’ll get better even though I hate school.
    21:14 —- I didn’t even watch TV. I’m panicking once again about how many hours I have left with such little energy to use.

    March 5th, 2018 (#137)

    feeling sick and unhealthy. ugggghhhhh

    March 4th, 2018 (#136)

    nasty, painful headache all day long

    March 3rd, 2018 (#135)

    I've been playing jazz chords on my guitar.

    March 2nd, 2018 (#134)


    March 1st, 2018 (#133)

    S h a m e.

    February 28th, 2018 (#132)

    Square zero

    February 27th, 2018 (#131)

    My face hurts so much.

    February 26th, 2018 (#130)

    Christmas Island

    February 25th, 2018 (#129)


    February 24th, 2018 (#128)

    It's extremely early in the morning and I'm feeling far beyond depressed.

    February 23rd, 2018 (#127)


    February 22nd, 2018 (#126)

    melting silver paint

    February 21th, 2018 (#125)

    Oh my god. It even has a watermark.

    February 20th, 2018 (#124)

    "Go outside and get some fresh air. It's a beautiful day outside, go get some exercise!" -P
    It was a gorgeous 74° F with a cool breeze. I'm going to watch Sailor Moon, browse eBay, and tidy up my room. ヽ(o^▽^o)ノ

    February 19th, 2018 (#123)

    I gave up reading Kafka. It was confusing and dull. It was "The Trial" and I didn't get past the first four chapters. I couldn't find "The Metamorphosis" at the library.

    February 18th, 2018 (#122)

    I will never kick my habit of internet-browsing for an insane amount of hours.

    February 17th, 2018 (#121)

    In English class yesterday, we were supposed to write a free-write paragraph. I wrote about why you should NOT use Internet Explorer, make sure the site you're visiting is secure, and know who's tracking your information/cookies. It seems pretty reasonable considering all the staff uses IE except my science teacher from last school year.

    February 16th, 2018 (#120)

    I've taken some beautiful pictures with my Polaroid but I don't have access to a top-notch scanner.

    February 15th, 2018 (#118)

    Only thing I intend on doing is playing Super Mario 64 DS for two hours, when I'm done with homework.

    February 14th, 2018 (#117)

    I got zero Valentine's Day cards as I expected. What a sordid day for lovers. I've forgotten again.

    February 13th, 2018 (#116)

    I remember when I sent one of my friends a voice memo of me trying to play "Street Spirit (Fade Out)". It was during summer and I talked to him every single day. It was my "November".

    February 12th, 2018 (#115)

    All my life, I have been ignoring the washing instructions on the clothing I wear. Also, I really need to stretch everyday so I don’t feel absolutely drained of my energy during school and around 10:30 pm. I'll try that and drink twice as much coffee to see if I can make it through 8 hours of boring.

    February 11th, 2018 (#114)

    I want to complete my Björk CD collection!

    February 10th, 2018 (#113)

    I have decent presentation-skills.

    February 9th, 2018 (#112)

    The one song I'll never be able to get out of my head will always be "American Boy" by Estelle and Kanye West. It's been a while.

    February 8th, 2018 (#111)

    When head school staff members show a presentation to 3,000 students...with hoards of ifunny memes.
    This is clearly unacceptable.

    February 7th, 2018 (#110)

    I am certainly not feeling it today. I'm a mess, I cannot focus, and bored all the time. I'm stubborn and frustrated with myself. I am worried about the amount of pressure that's being put on me. Yes, I've probably said something roughly similar before. I'm tired of being constantly reminded that I can only do one certain thing. I can't make a decision of my own that I personally, think is better for me. I'm told: "You can't follow your interests in music because it won't get you a job. You shouldn't do anything in HTML because it will be dead and useless by the time you hit 20. You've made no progress at anything all these years." These are all examples of "great, wise advice".
    I absolutely despise typing up entries like this but I really had to do it. It had to be done.

    February 6th, 2018 (#109)

    It’s the beginning of the month and I thankfully haven’t drank any Arizona Tea.

    February 5th, 2018 (#108)

    I need coffee...

    February 4th, 2018 (#107)

    I got a cool alarm clock from Ikea.

    February 3rd, 2018 (#106)

    January is the trial month and February is where you decide on whether or not to work them out. It’s like a test.

    February 2nd, 2018 (#105)

    I listened to Rich Brian's "Amen" EXACTLY RIGHT when it dropped. That was in the very early hours of the day. I love it so much. I've been a fan since the start. Last time I did this was with "In Tongues" by Joji. 88 Rising, what are you all doing?

    February 1st, 2018 (#104)

    Today, I became a entirely different person. It was too perfect to be looked down upon. I don't know what to say.

    January 31th, 2018 (#103)

    In addtion to a redesign of my site, I will add more of my own pixel art. I'm starting to see what I can really do with ASEPRITE.

    January 30th, 2018 (#102)

    I've probably lost at least fifteen guitar-picks.

    January 29th, 2018 (#101)

    ”People are afraid to merge on freeways in Los Angeles.”

    -Bret Easton Ellis, "Less Than Zero"

    January 28th, 2018 (#100)

    100 days of boredom, sorrow, and joy.
    I really wanna change the look of my site.

    January 27th, 2018 (#99)

    W H Y ?

    January 26th, 2018 (#98)


    January 25th, 2018 (#97)

    This site is an utter embarassment.

    January 24th, 2018 (#96)

    I ate Maruchan noodles (cup) and I felt instant disatifaction. The MSG kicked in really quick after I swallowed the final drop of broth. I ate nearly all the vegetables except the carrots. At the bottom of the cup, the orange chunks are grossly solid and barely edible. The noodles were flat, plain, and the same as always. A warm, sickening combination of ultimately fake food. As much as I dislike instant ramen, I know it will come in handy at some point.

    January 23rd, 2018 (#95)

    I fell asleep while listening to Bill Evans with my headphones on. I woke up in the morning at 5 o' clock, to "Like Someone in Love" by Chet Baker.It was the most perfect thing to ever happen to me this year.
    When I listen to music from far-away countries, I feel so blue. Places I've never been to or caught a glimpse of when I was too young to remember. They're so far away and I'm right here, looking out my window. They made music that I absolutely love yet we've never met ever. I am only so small in the sea of 7.6 billion people.

    January 22nd, 2018 (#94)

    Had a decent day at school.

    January 21th, 2018 (#93)

    What's this Lv.10 weeb-trash going on here????

    January 20th, 2018 (#92)

    Today, I tried “Kinder Joy” for the first time (I live in the US). Oh my goodness. So delicious!

    January 19th, 2018 (#91)

    Hyukoh's cover of "Gold" (Chet Faker) has been on replay for several days. That guitar tone, the vocals, drums, bass... everything.

    January 18th, 2018 (#90)

    Japanese doesn't seem as overwhelming as it was when discovering that they had three writing systems. I must keep on memorizing and look more into grammartical structure. I think I can succeed despite it being considered a very difficult language for English speakers to learn. I know there will certainly be large obstacles to overcome while studying. It will not be easy at all. I know I'm only starting but my point is, I'm not scared!
    20:14-- I'll give up at some point. eh. ( ; ω ; )

    January 17th, 2018 (#89)

    Casio made the first "smartwatches".

    January 16th, 2018 (#88)

    i wish i had some nachos. this "blog" is strange.

    January 15th, 2018 (#87)

    I've started to play Super Mario 64 DS with a fresh save file. (ノ´ヮ`)ノ*: ・゚ I play with my DS Lite to make myself less stressed out.

    January 14th, 2018 (#86)

    Pictochat is beautiful. DS > 3DS
    21:07-- I have fully organized my Neocities files and folders. (Lots of work!)

    January 13th, 2018 (#85)

    Deciding on whether or not to start archiving my site for the future. I want to give everyone the gift of looking back on this mess from 10+ years from now!

    January 12th, 2018 (#84)

    Correction: My first CD was indeed "White Pony" (Deftones) and there's no doubt I listened to it.

    January 11th, 2018 (#83)

    Y'all should try some smoked gouda cheese, unless you can't consume dairy.

    January 10th, 2018 (#82)

    I can't move my neck because of doing curl-ups

    January 9th, 2018 (#81)

    First day back to school. I'm a little bit relieved but not at all. What I said about school holidays, over two weeks ago, became very true.

    January 8th, 2018 (#80)

    "Put on your red shoes and dance the blues!"

    January 7th, 2018 (#79)

    I learned "1 Ghosts I" by Nine Inch Nails on the piano. If I find out how to, I might post it to Soundcloud. I've got one day left for winter break...
    23:15-- I didn't bother to turn the TV to watch the Golden Globes, which was today. Didn't watch a single film or show that was nominated. Only movie I watched in 2017 was "Star Wars: The Last Jedi". (╥﹏╥)

    January 6th, 2018 (#78)

    I admit to liking a song or two off of "Construction Time Again" by Depeche Mode. It's certainly not their strongest work ever released during the 80s. Gahan was not using his voice to its full ability and most tracks lacked any engaging melodies. I know Gore was trying to progress to a more industrialized pop, but it really just failed miserably. The brass sounds take away from the style he was aiming for. In terms of lyrics, themes such as politics showed but were not too sharp. "Everything Counts", the single, is a song I could actually tap my foot to or at least not cringe at. Let's say they were "getting there" and it was a time of exploration.
    I may as well start typing up in-depth reviews of my favourite albums of the early 1980s.
    My winter break (not done yet): 7.01/10

    January 5th, 2018 (#77)


    January 4th, 2018 (#76)

    I never use a DAW for making music. I will invest money into buying a copy of FL Studio or a decent drum-machine. Those are two very different things.

    January 3rd, 2018 (#75)


    January 2nd, 2018 (#74)

    My resolutions for 2018:

    2. Be more aware.
    3. Get ahead with Spanish
    4. Memorize and be able to neatly write Hiragana & Katakana (maybe kanji)
    5. Improve drawing skills
    6. Do something about all the film I have lying around

    January 1st, 2018 (#73)

    Happy new year!! ☆*:.。.o(≧▽≦)o.。.:*☆

    December 31th, 2017 (#72)

    2017 really wasn't all that great for me. I am hoping to make 2018 a million times better, starting with making this "blog" not as vague.

    December 30th, 2017 (#71)

    EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEhhhhhhhhhhh. goal: tone it down to a -1

    December 29th, 2017 (#70)

    I am 37% fluent in Spainish according to Duolingo. I aiming to get even higher with that number as long as I do not give up.

    December 28th, 2017 (#69)

    One day, I’ll own a house, a shiba inu, and live far away from the mess America has become. I’ll wait.

    December 27th, 2017 (#68)

    I love eBay.
    21:26—- I might have strained my neck by looking down at my phone for hours. :( This is why I need a neck pillow or maybe a better use of time. I despise long car rides.
    My winter break so far: 6.5/10

    December 26th, 2017 (#67)

    I haven’t been able to get near a computer due to traveling.

    December 25th, 2017 (#66)

    Merry Christmas y’all.

    December 24th, 2017 (#65)

    I don’t remember the last time I’ve intentionally watched TV. Perhaps months ago.

    December 23rd, 2017 (#64)

    Kirkland water (Costco) is nasty.

    December 22nd, 2017 (#63)

    Goal:Try to use my computer less; I’ve said it too many times.

    December 21st, 2017 (#62)

    Calpico tastes great 70% of the time.

    December 20th, 2017 (#61)

    CentOS has been holding up alright since summer. My computer, as ancient as it is
    the DELL OPTIPLEX 740 with a HPvs17e MONITOR, freezes and does all that. I don't have any money to buy anything new. I'll find something else on DistroWatch..

    December 19th, 2017 (#60)

    Done with finals. Baked a cake

    December 18th, 2017 (#59)

    17:00-- Tomorrow's going to be an extra special day. I'll have my Español Final for the semester and a research project due for history class. Teachers cram everything into a one week span and expect you not be stressed. I don't care for winter break at all and its two weeks of nothing. I don't mind the winter festivities but the days just drag by. After three days, you feel burnt out completely because "you've been doing all you wanted to do since the last school holiday." Doesn't matter what you really accomplish or travel to during these times. It burns out quick and fast. You either overslept or deprived yourself of sleep entirely. Maybe for one hour or two, you felt amazing and together with others. It's only the "otherwise" that shadows over what you have done. You feel numb and soon enough, fearful about going to there the very next morning. School holidays, long or short, will forever lack the joy you want them to have.
    17:35–- New Order’s debut album (Movement) is stunning!

    December 17th, 2017 (#58)

    Probably have a cold right now.
    19:40-- Planning to invest money into buying F-1 Race (GB) or one of those hidden gems.
    21:16-- *internal panic* MY FINALS ARE THIS WEEK. Wish me luck. I've been diligently studying every little detail of. I am drinking black coffee as I type this pathetic sentence down into the HTML editor. I shouldn't be afraid because I've known about this for several week in advance. Prepared? For the most part. The only thing I should be doing is S T U D Y I N G and nothing else. ; I write in this "blog" everyday just make myself feel busy for five minutes. I don't think I should do anything with web design in my future.

    December 16th, 2017 (#57)

    Maybe I should use Debian and not Fedora. If I do, I'll have to update this "blog" from my phone.

    December 15th, 2017 (#56)

    i'm sick and have an eye-strain. i'm sorry.

    December 14th, 2017 (#55)

    I'm weeb trash. (spams kaomaoji) minus the obnoxious, loud, filthy, creepy stuff you see on r/weeabootales. I'm gonna cry and bury myself in my pile of Uniqlo clothes. boo hoo. *sobs* i have realized.

    December 13th, 2017 (#54)

    Trying to spend less time on my computer today. i might try (ಥ﹏ಥ)

    December 12th, 2017 (#53)

    17:30-- I finished reading a literary work written by Chuck Palahniuk, titled "Fight Club". A great book I absolutely loved. No disappointments. Liked the style.

    December 11th, 2017 (#52)

    My nightmares are always scaring me.

    December 10th, 2017 (#51)

    I haven't been doing anything with music outside of orchestra class. I need to drink more water (and black coffee), focus on more useful things, and clean up my room. When there is a lull during the weekend next week, I might add more pages/improve my website design. Well, more like when I'm not doing academic/math activities. I have to study for finals NEXT WEEK. I've got projects and/or tests in every subject. I can't afford to fool around or procrastinate. I'm a professional at being lazy, which is the root of most of my self-criticism. I'll keep y'all updated.

    December 9th, 2017 (#50)

    I have spent 50 days doing this. :(

    December 8th, 2017 (#49)

    You have made a tragic mistake if you took a bite into a Kit-Kat without breaking it in half. Don't mess up like this again.

    December 7th, 2017 (#48)

    Listening to "Warsawa" from "Low" makes me realize I'm lonely.
    23:42-- I'm very confused about Ryan Reynolds and Pikachu news. w(°o°)w He's the actor who played Deadpool.
    I have mixed thoughts on a live-action Pokémon film.

    December 6th, 2017 (#47)

    I have had these Gudetama memo pads for 4 months but I don't want to open them. They're too perfect.

    December 5th, 2017 (#46)

    Weekdays bore me, stress me out, and yet I feel lethargic. I don't want to ever stop updating this website.
    I keep telling myself it has a sense of purpose as I get nowhere with my studying.

    December 4th, 2017 (#45)

    I desperately need to improve my drawing skills. I want to draw realistically and not screw up on making things proportionate. I'll try to try to make an effort. I've made zero progress and that makes me very sad.
    Oh yeah, also, no site-map (unrelated).

    December 3rd, 2017 (#44)

    Another day where I almost actually fell asleep during a 3 hour orchestra/choir concert.

    December 2nd, 2017 (#43)

    Site navigation map to be added.

    December 1st, 2017 (#42)

    I’m okay at music composition.

    November 30th, 2017 (#41)

    I learned the bassline for the Duran Duran song, "Rio" . I still have feelings of melancholy.

    November 29th, 2017 (#40)

    No joy.

    November 28th, 2017 (#39)

    With the power of GIMP, I can create my own bear gifs!!!

    November 27th, 2017 (#38)

    In three weeks, I'll have my finals for school. I might post MIDIs of some patterns I made on my Roland.

    November 26th, 2017 (#37)

    My plan for my site is to organize my files into proper folders so I can easily find what I'm looking for.
    I have no set time to update this page daily but maybe I should....

    November 25th, 2017 (#36)

    Windows XP.

    November 24th, 2017 (#35)

    It's always "I want to" and not "I actually did".

    November 23rd, 2017 (#34)

    I miss the real MS Paint, it's not same anymore.

    November 22nd, 2017 (#33)

    I am in serious need of an ergonomatic keyboard.

    November 21st, 2017 (#32)

    I am preparing for my five day holiday (including the weekend)! I have a can of Arizona Green Tea and
    my computer. My goal: draw picture, write music, or whatever. I'll study math and history too.;

    November 20th, 2017 (#31)

    I am frustrated with writing Hirigana/Katakana! I'm sorry. (°ㅂ°╬)

    November 19th, 2017 (#30)

    At some point, I'll begin to type longer and more interesting posts. I've got plenty of stories to share but I can't put them out all at once.

    November 18th, 2017 (#29)

    This is game is excellent: Rockbasher

    November 17th, 2017 (#28)

    I don't know what to do with Homebrew Launcher on my 3DS.

    November 16th, 2017 (#27)

    Daiso is a very unusual store. It's that $1.50 makes you buy more than you need. You'll walk in and know you just need to get a notebook but then you'll pass by the mechanical pencils/ or the snacks... As a result, you get out of Daiso spending $9.00 or more.

    November 15th, 2017 (#26)

    "Six-hundred emails I ain't even open"

    -Jonatan Leandoer Håstad

    November 14th, 2017 (#25)

    My computer is so old it doesn't even have a webcam.

    November 13th, 2017 (#24)

    I honestly rank "Medúlla" (Björk) as #1 out of her solo albums.

    November 12th, 2017 (#23)

    Secondly, I have been making "Windows 98"-style banners for my website.
    LibreDraw is one of the worst drawing applications out there. (I really can't say anything else about it)

    November 11th, 2017 (#22)

    I'm so exhausted and I haven't done anything productive at all. I listened to 808 State though.

    November 10th, 2017 (#21)

    I might be able to add a visitor counter or something on my site sometime. I apologize for being rather vague recently, I don't have a lot of time to use my computer due to studying. Please don't worry, stay tuned.

    November 9th, 2017 (#20)

    Out of all the desktops there are to use, KDE is my least-favourable, XFCE in the middle, and GNOME being what I use right now.

    November 8th, 2017 (#19)

    Y'all need some potatoes.

    November 7th, 2017 (#18)


    Novmeber 6th, 2017 (#17)

    I am quite busy for this week! That's all I can say, as I am planning to make my site less of an eyesore*.
    *= THE FAN PAGE, Art, THE OVERLOAD OF GIFS, etc... Here's my current state --->>

    Also, I do not watch Black Butler or anything like that!!

    November 5th, 2017 (#16)

    At the moment, I am close to completing Kirby's Dreamland 2 (Hoshi no Kirby 2). After I finish the game, I might check out Trip World.

    November 4th, 2017 (#15)

    I have much appreciation for millic's album, "VIDA". Also, I am attemping...
    to make my own digital/computer art with the help of Libre Draw (I changed my mind).

    November 3rd, 2017 (#14)

    I don't like using Libre Draw.

    November 2nd, 2017 (#13)

    My Chromebook has Linux installed and boots UEFI. :)

    November 1st, 2017 (#12)

    It is getting a little bit colder and darker everyday.
    No, I don't write poetry.

    October 31st, 2017 (#11)

    I didn't go out because I apparently didn't have a costume.

    October 30th, 2017 (#10)

    00:05- even at this hour, i am still extremely overwhemled by the constant shouting i hear on a day-to-day basis.

    16:34- still stressed

    October 29th, 2017 (#9)

    I'm not in the mood for posting anything positive today, i'm too sad:(

    October 28th, 2017 (#8)

    First CD I bought was Bauhaus-"Swing The Heartache:The BBC Sessions" from Amoeba on Haight St.

    October 27th, 2017 (#7)

    Pokemon Gen 2 is where it's at

    October 26th, 2017 (#6)

    Live CDs/USBs are coooooooool.

    October 25th, 2017 (#5)

    Amazing Site: ducksarethebest.

    October 24th, 2017 (#4)

    REVIEW TIME (b'cos y not, i felt like it was the only interesting topic to write about):
    I have been playing around with my synth, the Roland JP-08 (Boutique). I learned how to use it by myself which was a little hard at first but felt more laid out as I discovered other functions and things. The 16 step-sequencer has its limits but it forced me to be more creative with my thinking. The module carries this very rich tone that’s very space-age and galactic. After heavily editing a preset, I played a soft chord which was followed by a rain of star droplets.It can be majestic and bold with brassy patches. The sound module is definitely a success with replicating the sounds of 1981's Jupiter-8. It’s a massive step down in size comparing it to the original. It has specific feature which I am hoping to try out on my own. For example, the link-feature can hook up the module with other Roland boutiques.
    The JP-08 is my first glimpse into synthesizers. I rate it a 4.6 out of 5 stars.

    October 23rd, 2017 (#3)

    Yayayeet. I recently got into Hetalia Axis Powers. I don't like shipping
    characters or cringey fanfics

    October 22st, 2017 (#2)

    I just might talk about my life but nothing really happens.

    October 21st, 2017 (#1)

    Great Scott, Marty! We gotta go back...

    My favourite character from BTTF is still George McFly.