cyanotypes to arrive
seaside but not even close
french impressionist paintings
species of space and other pieces
inventario sin invención
tangle
graph
sparrows
4 rows of 13 cards
disfraz
panning audio
something i found: sleep inertia
esperando..
automatic stop
adimensionnelle
made rizskoch :: apricot :: sort of drowsy
mallsoft hits
encontré un libro
gradient
ordinary
el descanso
peas in a pod
milk carton of consumerism
voix - ludmila mikaël
tracing an outline
Doppio più lento
foldable chairs
manila folder
puzzled
cubic
rain drizzling outside
filament
bricks
alpine print
1 year = an untidy mass of text
pykrete ice dome
sfortzando :: slightly malignant :: detachment
solemn deck of cards
escalator
marketing scheme
120mm landscape
vortex
el pintor
Scène aux champs
ikeda dataplex
hesitation
Арха́нгельская о́бласть
russian futurism
precipitate
methods of dance
une vie sans mouvement
Un homme qui dort - Georges Perec
〈 ｅｉｓｂäｒ 〉
artikulation (ligeti)
15:35-- pondered over subjects and practice
the ink proceeds to consume my work
spilling black ink all over the table
rokk í reykjavík
usually
hushed yet meticulous sound swept me
películas italianas y té verde
factory records 1980
software series
claustrophobic season
incoherent notes on a language i have no use for
intencionadamente
todos las cosas no necesito
telephone pole
creased beige walls
an economy of words i must be using
casually connectable
intermezzo :: made layer cake :: influx
seclusion
a spectre kept under thin glass
lavender-coloured doubt
collecting debris in a plastic dustpan
hunting for books to read
go.
engulf these hours in petrol
ulice
dissolution :: delicate paper boxes :: scattered voices
blue altitude
unadorned atrium
digging a hole
red maple leaf
song seven
etcher
missing a cue ᠅ Информация
denominator
Joyeux Noël.
hickory barbeque
pursuing an unreachable goal
made babka maślana z rumem :: was a success :: stay home for the long holiday
facing towards solstice
shutting the blinds to seal the nighttime sky
getting up to shut the blinds
pressing pause to get up
is it necessary to stop the tape?
jagged streets :: dynamics & fluidity :: unaware of consequence
panorama
3.318181818181818181818..
12dots
unos catalizadores
crystal version
translucent
no more limited editions
18:47 dark
warmth
faulty structure
rubric to satisfy
carbohydrate
light flurries
cracked rosin
barren trees
rubbish
saturn
a decrease in productivity
alarm clock call
phrasing
out of the blue
cardboard castle
release the shoppers :: 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘒-𝘮𝘢𝘳𝘵
phantom vi special
berlioz
le • système • des • objets
144 frames
made kluski śląskie :: was tasty ( ・ω・)⊃-[二二] :: they turned out nicely
the first item i’ll purchase for my flat will be a coffee press (cafetière à piston).
inertia creeps
but the regrets
linguistics
had marmite toast for breakfast
first snow commencing :: layering-up with coats and scarves :: bleak and unforgiving winds
organization is impossible
basics
Ya cortamos.. ¿Dónde está el ritmo?
Toca más fuerte en la medida 154.
Gracias.
paper
the crackdown
hurry up autumn :: these orange leaves float to the ground
wow and flutter
pan tostado
taro-flavoured :: weekends are excess :: clock ticks faster
sit inside :: sales on candy tomorrow :: that's fine (｡•́︿•̀｡)
i'm balancing on a shoelace,
figuring out how to carefully stay intact.
installed windows xp on virtualbox
i cooked up schupfnudeln. two hours prep :: going to the supermarket is hard
doesn't feel like autumn has fully settled in
three to nine
i found interest in vintage foreign film
C8H10N4O2 :: flustering :: studying for tests
today marks the one year anniversary of the creation of this site. what a bore. lemme go back to postponing work.
allegro :: end of line :: forget this :: i will be updating other areas
draining energy.
school is approaching. my only aim is to go through the motions for these next few years.
berate me
old trend
pocket-sized poetry and snippets for the alienated.
philharmonic orchestra ♫♩♪
Gosha Rubchinskiy Гоша Рубчинский
mistook frantic heartbeat for footsteps, anxiety escalated
𝕚𝕟𝕕𝕦𝕤𝕥𝕣𝕚𝕒𝕝 𝕣𝕙𝕪𝕥𝕙𝕞
бездельник!
i left my wallet in el segundo
new sweat to drown me in
wilderness
i’m predicting that my future will have a small apartment and a crt tv w/ a vhs player. maybe some silly decor or a tatami mat. barely breathing. maybe a sore frame and lungs. tireless eyes, a closed door. a little low-spirited yet comfy. too true.
it's rlly urgent for me to learn java and i can't keep track.
andy warhol's interview magazine.
i read the synopsis of metroland (1997) and it couldn't stir me up. i can't form a full opinion unless i've watched it. so eh
crosseyed and painless
wack espresso
wow this sucks
bing
my week in the south is finished. i ate grits and went to food lion
fast, pulsing europop plays in the distance
close the door
unsatisfactory
black marble is elegant
i loathe summer holidays.
lotus
drank horrendous amounts of caffeine water, doodling faces and objects, still taking notes on russian language
milk candy
riding fast on my road bike
17:51-- i wanna watch "howl's moving castle" again. o(╥﹏╥)
my holga snaps pics with film that expired in 2006.
trying to get a windows 3.1 laptop to function..
too many half-used notebooks and i cant decide which one to stick to.
ｙｅａ ｏｋａｙ．i see a redesign coming up. it's better now considering there's less gifs. i'm searching for this kind of motel, warm & pitiful vibe.
i have this folder titled "waste of time"- a bunch of reddit links. (´ω｀。)
electric piano mood r n b
i installed i3wm
"there's definitely, definitely, definitely no logic
to human behaviour
but yet so, yet so irresistible.."
-björk, "human behaviour"
ladies and gentlemen, i have installed arch linux. hooray.
17:53-- i took a break. now, it's time to begin installing a twm and a desktop environment.
fydor dostoyevsky
13:21-- "notes from the underground"
ambient loops
cool
people are setting off fireworks. my ears hurt, can't sleep. :(
up there or here i suppose
04:23-- i have returned. summer is blistering hot and humid. i wanna board up my windows and stay inside. btw my head is spinning with pretty much everything right now. it's unplesant.
i ought to break apart.
02:55-- пока
i have a fever and i am staying inside to prevent the spread of illness. i never thought this blog would go on for hundreds of days.
crewneck sweater club
..--empty room with no exit--..
i apologize if i have been sounding a bit glum or dismal. my lack of emotional connection to others is burdensome. it fluctuates from lingering to dreadfully apparent.
the best haikus are on the back of Ito-En Jasmine-Green Tea bottles
я где?
depeche
cry, cry, cry
no, stop it now. i don’t want to lose everything.
conversation no.1
Hows ur weekend
Gud
Same-ish
?
My weekend has resulted
in similar feelings.
What were they
a general sadness and
boredom
Same
the collapse will come. i don't want it. i'm living in fear.
i’ll wait for the day to end. you’ve seen everythingandtoomuch.
It's always nice seeing rabbits in my backyard.
Bowie in Japan, photo by Masayoshi Sukita
Went back to Duolingo after weeks to see if still remembered any Russian. I didn’t have much difficulty, oddly enough.
Forgetful.
the world has turned and left me here. i cried a lot this morning. i'm helpless.
make some food when you feel down
Windows NT clouds.
I’m not the best at writing
offonoff makes some chill kpop.
I’m setting goal(s) for summer:
зима в апреле. Больше цветов для посадки ...
uneasy
digits, digits, and more digits signifying the void
"NEW WAVE" MUSIK
Sometimes.
K o p i k o.
wasting life fast.
my eyelids keep trying to close and put me to sleep. i don’t want that at all. i can not concentrate nor read words on paper when it happens. it's hideous.☹☹☹
I forgot that Jon Hamm was in the Disney film ”Million Dollar Arm”.
It's the final day of spring break.
I love those edits where it's "-song title- but it's in a bathroom" or "how -song title- would sound if you were drowning".
My Russian cursive isn't atrocious any more. (ﾉ´ヮ`)ﾉ*: ･ﾟ
Not a lot happening on this Thursday. -- D M --
I found instructions online on how to make a pinhole camera. I'm going post my finished product when I can. Here's the link: Dirkon
It has been raining very hard all morning. C L I C K
I've been dragging this out for way too long. I have to stop.
As of today, I have a computer and it's a MacBook
chilly
falling, not failing
15:20– It’s officially spring break and I’m awfully nervous.
we’re all going nowhere.
eifersucht.
The trees are still bare and snow covers the green.
not a lot going on today.
I’m getting better at my sight-reading in piano.
coffee buns.
atomic purple
Novelty..
Today, my arms and my fingers turned extremely stiff and purple. It was freezing.
20:17- theme
Don’t forget to listen to jazz
17:46– I haven’t made a new page in a while. I’ll start doing that when I get a laptop.
untalented.
fromage
My desk isn’t cluttered anymore.
Please.
I get scared too easily.
Learning Russian seems like an interesting challenge.
(＾ω＾)
18:24—- I’m running out of interesting topics to type up.
My dream synth is the Roland JD-800. I don’t even have the best equipment to produce my own music. I’m still going to take a chance.
All I need is to do the work and drink my coffee. I want a brain that knows what urgency and distraction is.
sadboys
Again, I‘m not in good shape. I did not stay home.
Still sick and miserable. I stayed home and I really want to watch a dumb movie or the X-Files. I haven’t turned on the TV in ages. I’ve just been taking a lot of medicine, drinking water, and sleeping in intervals.
21:14 —- I didn’t even watch TV. I’m panicking once again about how many hours I have left with such little energy to use.
feeling sick and unhealthy. ugggghhhhh
nasty, painful headache all day long
I've been playing jazz chords on my guitar.
Frightened!
S h a m e.
Square zero
My face hurts so much.
Christmas Island
still.
It's extremely early in the morning and I'm feeling far beyond anything.
:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
melting silver paint
Oh my god. It even has a watermark.
It was 74° F with a cool breeze.
I gave up reading Kafka. It was confusing and dull. It was "The Trial" and I didn't get past the first four chapters. I couldn't find "The Metamorphosis" at the library.
I will never kick my habit of internet-browsing for an insane amount of hours.
IE
I've taken some beautiful pictures with my Polaroid but I don't have access to a top-notch scanner.
Only thing
I got zero Valentine's Day cards as I expected. What a sordid day for lovers. I've forgotten again.
"Street Spirit (Fade Out)"
All my life, I have been ignoring the washing instructions on the clothing I wear.
I want to complete my Björk CD collection!
I have decent presentation-skills.
radio
This is clearly unacceptable.
I am certainly not feeling it today. I'm a mess, I cannot focus, and bored all the time. Yes, I've probably said something roughly similar before.
I absolutely despise typing up entries like this but I really had to do it. It had to be done.
It’s the beginning of the month and I thankfully haven’t drank any Arizona Tea.
I need coffee...
I got a cool alarm clock from Ikea.
January is the trial month and February is where you decide on whether or not to work them out.
album drop
Today, I became a entirely different person.
In addtion to a redesign of my site, I will add more of my own pixel art. I'm starting to see what I can really do with ASEPRITE.
I've probably lost at least fifteen guitar-picks.
”People are afraid to merge on freeways in Los Angeles.”
-Bret Easton Ellis, "Less Than Zero"
100 days of boredom, sorrow, and joy.
I really wanna change the look of my site.
W H Y ?
STRESS.
This site is an utter embarassment.
I ate Maruchan noodles (cup) and I felt instant disatifaction. The MSG kicked in really quick after I swallowed the final drop of broth. I ate nearly all the vegetables except the carrots. At the bottom of the cup, the orange chunks are grossly solid and barely edible. The noodles were flat, plain, and the same as always. A warm, sickening combination of ultimately fake food. As much as I dislike instant ramen, I know it will come in handy at some point.
I fell asleep while listening to Bill Evans with my headphones on. I woke up in the morning at 5 o' clock, to "Like Someone in Love" by Chet Baker.It was the most perfect thing to ever happen to me this year.
Had a decent day at school.
what is going on
egg
Hyukoh's cover of "Gold" (Chet Faker) has been on replay for several days. That guitar tone, the vocals, drums, bass... everything.
Japanese doesn't seem as overwhelming as it was when discovering that they had three writing systems. I must keep on memorizing and look more into grammartical structure. I think I can succeed despite it being considered a very difficult language for English speakers to learn. I know there will certainly be large obstacles to overcome while studying. It will not be easy at all. I know I'm only starting but my point is, I'm not scared!
20:14-- I'll give up at some point. eh. ( ; ω ; )
Casio made the first "smartwatches".
i wish i had some nachos. this "blog" is strange.
64 graphics
Pictochat is beautiful.
deciding
cd
try some smoked gouda cheese, unless you can't consume dairy.
I can't move my neck because of doing curl-ups
I'm a little bit relieved but not at all.
"Put on your red shoes and dance the blues!"
I learned "1 Ghosts I" by Nine Inch Nails on the piano. I've got one day left for winter break...
I admit to liking a song or two off of "Construction Time Again" by Depeche Mode. It's certainly not their strongest work ever released during the 80s. Gahan was not using his voice to its full ability and most tracks lacked any engaging melodies. I know Gore was trying to progress to a more industrialized pop, but it really just failed miserably. The brass sounds take away from the style he was aiming for. In terms of lyrics, themes such as politics showed but were not too sharp. "Everything Counts", the single, is a song I could actually tap my foot to or at least not cringe at. Let's say they were "getting there" and it was a time of exploration.
I may as well start typing up in-depth reviews of my favourite albums of the early 1980s.
My winter break (not done yet): 7.01/10
WHO WAS PHONE???
I never use a DAW for making music. I will invest money into buying a copy of FL Studio or a decent drum-machine. Those are two very different things.
Ikea.
My resolutions for 2018:
Happy new year!! ☆*:.｡.o(≧▽≦)o.｡.:*☆
2017 really wasn't all that great for me. I am hoping to make 2018 a million times better, starting with making this "blog" not as vague.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEhhhhhhhhhhh. goal: tone it down to a -1
I am 37% fluent in Spainish according to Duolingo. I aiming to get even higher with that number as long as I do not give up.
One day, I’ll own a house, a shiba inu, and live far away from the mess America has become. I’ll wait.
I love eBay.
21:26—- I might have strained my neck by looking down at my phone for hours. :( This is why I need a neck pillow or maybe a better use of time. I despise long car rides.
My winter break so far: 6.5/10
I haven’t been able to get near a computer due to traveling.
Merry Christmas
I don’t remember the last time I’ve intentionally watched TV. Perhaps months ago.
Kirkland water (Costco) is nasty.
Goal:Try to use my computer less; I’ve said it too many times.
Calpico tastes great 70% of the time.
CentOS has been holding up alright since summer.
Baked a cake
17:35–- New Order’s debut album (Movement) is stunning!
Probably have a cold right now.
19:40-- Planning to invest money into buying F-1 Race (GB) or one of those hidden gems.
Maybe I should use Debian and not Fedora. If I do, I'll have to update this "blog" from my phone.
i'm sick and have an eye-strain. i'm sorry.
I'm gonna cry and bury myself in my pile of Uniqlo clothes.
Trying to spend less time on my computer today. i might try (ಥ﹏ಥ)
17:30-- I finished reading a literary work written by Chuck Palahniuk, titled "Fight Club". A great book I absolutely loved. No disappointments. Liked the style.
My nightmares are always scaring me.
lull
I have spent 50 days doing this. :(
You have made a tragic mistake if you took a bite into a Kit-Kat without breaking it in half. Don't mess up like this again.
Listening to "Warsawa" from "Low" makes me realize I'm lonely.
memo pad
Weekdays bore me, stress me out, and yet I feel lethargic. I don't want to ever stop updating this website.
I keep telling myself it has a sense of purpose as I get nowhere with my studying.
I desperately need to improve my drawing skills. I want to draw realistically and not screw up on making things proportionate. I'll try to try to make an effort. I've made zero progress and that makes me very sad.
Oh yeah, also, no site-map (unrelated).
Another day where I almost actually fell asleep during a 3 hour orchestra/choir concert.
Site navigation map to be added.
I’m okay at music composition.
I learned the bassline for the Duran Duran song, "Rio" .
No joy.
GIMP
In three weeks, I'll have my finals for school.
planning with folders
Windows XP.
It's always "I want to" and not "I actually did".
I miss the real MS Paint, it's not same anymore.
I am in serious need of an ergonomatic keyboard.
I am preparing for my five day holiday (including the weekend)! I have a can of Arizona Green Tea and my computer. My goal: draw picture, write music, or whatever. I'll study math and history too.;
I am frustrated with writing Hirigana/Katakana! I'm sorry. (°ㅂ°╬)
At some point, I'll begin to type longer and more interesting posts. I've got plenty of stories to share but I can't put them out all at once.
This is game is excellent: Rockbasher
Homebrew
Daiso is a very unusual store. It's that $1.50 makes you buy more than you need. You'll walk in and know you just need to get a notebook but then you'll pass by the mechanical pencils/ or the snacks... As a result, you get out of Daiso spending $9.00 or more.
overflow
ancient machine
I honestly rank "Medúlla" (Björk) the best out of her solo albums.
LibreDraw is one of the worst drawing applications out there. (I really can't say anything else about it)
I'm so exhausted and I haven't done anything productive at all. I listened to 808 State though.
I might be able to add a visitor counter or something on my site sometime. I apologize for being rather vague recently, I don't have a lot of time to use my computer due to studying. Please don't worry, stay tuned.
Out of all the desktops there are to use, KDE is my least-favourable, XFCE in the middle, and GNOME being what I use right now.
Y'all need some potatoes.
CHEETO PUFFS.
I am quite busy for this week! That's all I can say, as I am planning to make my site less of an eyesore
At the moment, I am close to completing Kirby's Dreamland 2 (Hoshi no Kirby 2). After I finish the game, I might check out Trip World.
I have much appreciation for millic's album, "VIDA". Also, I am attemping...
to make my own digital/computer art with the help of Libre Draw (I changed my mind).
I don't like using Libre Draw.
UEFI
It is getting a little bit colder and darker everyday.
No, I don't write poetry.
I didn't go out because I apparently didn't have a costume.
00:05- even at this hour, i am still extremely overwhemled by the constant shouting i hear on a day-to-day basis.
16:34- still stressed
I'm not in the mood for posting anything positive today, i'm too sad:(
swing
Gen 2
Live CDs/USBs are coooooooool.
Amazing Site: ducksarethebest.
synth module
eww
I just might talk about my life but nothing really happens.
Great Scott, Marty! We gotta go back...
